wanting,doing,getting,notgaining
Iwanttobecometheonewhoisaroundthelinebetweenblackandwhite
I''mchasingtheultimategoaltolivealifethatIdesperatelyhavethisdesire
EventhoughIdonotrealizeandtrulyknowwhyI''mchasing,whatamIdoing,andwhatisthemeaning
I''meagertohavesomethingthatIdon''tunderstandwhatitis
I''malwaysinhungerwhenitcomestoobtainingthingsthateverybodycrazilystrivestorunafter
EventhoughIdon''tknowwhatitisfor,whatcanIdowiththis
EventhoughthisissomethingthatIdon''tenjoyatallwhileseekingtopursueit
However,Istill,drivenbytheinnerlongingandrelativelysimpleandsheercravinginmymind,trymybestandbethehardest
I''mextremelydilligent,rigidlyandstoiclyfixateonthethingsthatIdecidetoattain,achieve,clinch,reach,capture,andeventually(hopefully)reaptheemolument
BecauseIjustwantit
It''snotaboutinterest,fondofdoing,oranykindofpleasure
JustbecauseIwanttoexperienceit,doit,andgetit
AndIdon''tknowwhatistheworthofgettingit,whatshouldIdonext
IonlyknowthatIjustwantit
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